Friday, September 30, 2005

The Decision
Friday, September 30, 2005

After heart to heart talks with Soleil, we made our decision about Soleil and Eliana returning home. Soleil spoke to the dean at her school, who helped her clarify some issues and gave her an understanding shoulder to cry on. We also found out more about Soleil's old school - they lost their main building to mold. The main building houses the gym/auditorium, many classrooms, and administration. They have to move everything to their remaining buildings. As expected, there are also staff changes as some chose to relocate.

In addition, our house is not livable because of the mold. Also, the area is so vulnerable to further damage if a heavy rainstorm or, God forbid, another hurricane hits. Hurricane season doesn't officially end until November 30.

Given all this, Soleil and Eliana are staying with me in Houston. I don't think her old school is environmentally safe and the area is still unstable. Yes, more businesses are opening but there are still problems. For instance, garbage has not been picked up so there are mounds of garbage piled up. Some of it is filled with rotten meat, from people cleaning out their refrigerators. There are still areas where debris has not been cleared so getting around is hazardous. I think the parish is rushing to get residents to return at any cost and pressuring the schools to reopen even though they are not ready. Antonio agrees that the school's main building should be fixed or replaced before they reopen but they face financial ruin if they don't receive school tuitions. So, it is important for them to get students back in the classrooms. There are also people who stayed behind and kept their children out of school this entire time. Those students have to get back into school. My stepdad, who has returned home, said that although the parish has made great progress, the quality of life is different.

Soleil's new school has agreed to let her change her schedule and take on more honors courses so that she can raise her GPA. St. Agnes is working with Soleil so that her transition back to Immaculata will be a smoother one. When Soleil applies for college and is being considered for scholarships, I am certain they will consider her life experience and the fact that she is a Katrina survivor. If Soleil can maintain a straight A average throughout all this, she deserves a medal!

While my husband is in New Orleans with work, my brother, Gary, has agreed to help me with the girls when I travel. With Soleil around, he will be able to handle five small children. Eliana and his two children, Jourdan and Camrynn, attend the same elementary school. In addition, we have made some friends here who can also help.

Gary's last day on the job was today. Today, he receives his last paycheck. He has filed for disaster unemployment assistance and extended his food stamps. Gary and I wanted to find housing here but all the apartments are full so we are staying with our host family, the Claires, until we can find alternative housing.

We received word that my mom has to stay in Fort Worth until June, 2006. The Naval base where she works by New Orleans is not reopening until then, when the infrastructure of the area is more stable. My mom is, of course, upset. Clay, her husband, will remain in New Orleans to fix their house and rebuild his landscaping business. Now that people are starting to return, he is getting work, most of it as debris removal. My mom and Clay will be a two-city family for a while as well.

So I feel better now that we have made the decision. It was a difficult one but Soleil made it easier for us by telling us how she felt. In the end, I think she will be stronger and wiser after this experience. We all will.

Thank you to everyone who offered words of encouragement and advice. I appreciate it greatly.

Until next time...

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Difficult Decisions
Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Friends:

I am so troubled by the decisions we have to make this week. My husband, Antonio, received a call from his boss. It looks like LSU Health Sciences Center will soon be operational. He is supposed to report to work by November 7. He will keep his job and return to work. While that may seem like good news, it puts us in a Catch 22 situation.

We are tied to New Orleans because of our house. Though it sustained some damage, it is reparable. We continue to pay a mortgage. Because I am self-employed and most of my work was in the region devastated by Katrina, there is no work in the area near my home. I have been networking like crazy and finding jobs in Houston and the surrounding areas. It looks like it will be a great market for me. I already have a bunch of gigs scheduled in the next few months in Houston and beyond. We are a two-income family and I have to work. My income actually pays Soleil's school tuition.

Both girls are enrolled in schools in Houston. While I do not wish to uproot them and have them start the school year over at home, Soleil is in quite an academic predicament. She is a top scholar at Immaculata High School in Marrero, Louisiana. She even won an academic scholarship to the school. On her current track, she is in line for Valedictorian of her class. Immaculata is beginning school on Monday, October 3. Immaculata needs to know this week if Soleil will be returning to school. If she doesn't return, she risks losing her scholarship and her academic standing. In addition, the school may not take her back if she wants to return next school year.

Here in Texas, Soleil only has one honors class (they wouldn't give her anymore because they didn't want to overburden displaced students and cause them undue stress). If she stays here in Texas, her GPA will be jeopardized when she returns to Louisiana. Also, if she goes back to Louisiana now, she will have to start the school year over and attend summer school to make up the month of school lost. All the school she has had thus far will not count.

If I keep the girls in Houston, I have the problem of childcare. Who will care for the children when I have to travel out of town for gigs? In the past, it has been Antonio, my mom, or my mother-in-law. Antonio thinks it may be best if the girls go back home to school there while I stay in Houston until our area recovers more. His mom and dad will be there to help with the kids. I cannot bear the thought of living without my children! It tears my heart out. Yes, I travel but I always come home.

There are also so many questions. It is one of the few Catholic high schools in the New Orleans area able to reopen. They will be taking in students from other Catholic schools around the area. Will Immaculata be overcrowded? Will all the teachers return? What will the quality of life be like in the area?

We could send Soleil back with Antonio and keep Eliana here with me but I don't want to separate the girls. Antonio says there is no good solution. I can't stop crying.

I cannot ask Soleil to sacrifice her academic career (her goal is to graduate Valedictorian) to stay with me. At the same time, what kind of mother would I be to not stay with my children? Yet, I need to work to bring in income and there is work in Houston. What do we do?

My brother, Gary, is also in a tough situation. He works for LSU Health Sciences Center as a police officer. LSUHSC has a two-year work probation period for their officers. My brother's two-years of probation ends November 10, 2005. Because he is on probation, he will receive his last paycheck on September 30. He is a single father with four children. What will happen to them?

In order for Gary to get on with any police department here in Texas, he needs Texas certification. He can't get hired here without it. It will take some time for him to test and receive his Texas certification. In the meantime, what will he do for income?

There is so much uncertainty swirling in the air. We are scared and hoping for miracles. Katrina has left so much destruction, devastation, and despair in her wake. Can we recover? Can we be whole again? Please pray for us.

Until next time...

Sunday, September 25, 2005

The Spirit of Story
Sunday, September 25, 2005

This morning, we woke up early because I had a gig! Tom McDermott, a talented soryteller/musician, invited me to tell stories at the 11:11 service at the United Methodist Church in downtown Fort Worth. The service was incredible. Tom led the ten piece band and they opened the service with a jazz number. From there, they played a variety of music including music by Harry Chapin.

Charles Gaby was the minister and his sermon was on the dark side of authority and where to find truth. After Charles' sermon, I went on. Tom asked me to tell a participatory story so I shared "How Anansi Shared Wisdom with the World." It fit in perfectly with Charles' talking points. The crowd loved the story and eagerly participated in the singing chorus that repeated throughout the story. It was a lot of fun. Afterwards, members of the congregation shared how much they appreciated the story. Someone told me I should consider doing it "professionally." LOL

After the service, Tom took us out to eat at Billy Miner's, a burger joint. Soleil and Eliana sat at a separate table with Matthew, Tom's 12-year-old son. They had a blast. I sat with Tom, his wife Linda, and two friends at another table.

Now, here we are at Barnes & Noble once again. The wireless Internet connection here is free! What luck!

We will be headed back for Houston in the next couple of days, after we get the "all clear" and are sure that there is gas along the travel route. Once again, we will probably travel in the middle of the night to avoid the heat and take advantage of the kids sleeping. We hope that it won't be the same lengthy 12-hour trek we had evacuating to Fort Worth.

Everyone has been so good to us. We have been so blessed. Yes, we are tired of the hasty moving and shuffling from one temporary home to another but there is so much to be thankful for. God has been blessing us throughout our trying journey. I have a network of friends and people all over the world who care about us and have been helping us. I can't believe everyone's generosity.

I hope you never tire of hearing "Thank You" because I can't help but say it all the time. And although the words may roll off my tongue often, believe that every time I say it, it is heartfelt and full of love. So, thank you to my friends, family, clients, colleagues, and fellow performers around the world who care so much. We love you for it.

All my love,
Dianne

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Recovering from Rita
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Friends:
I am sitting in the Barnes and Noble in downtown Fort Worth.
My mom and her friend, Tracy, just moved into their rented house. Because of this, there is no land line, no cable, and no Internet connection. With my cell phone working only sporadically, it has been tough being "away" from the world.
This morning, we watched hurricane coverage on local news but it didn't give much news on Louisiana. Then we watched Diane Sawyer on ABC and we were able to hear more news of Louisiana. Their coverage was not as good and continuous like CNN. I miss cable news!
I am so heartsick over the devastation that Rita has caused in Louisiana and Texas. On the heels of Katrina, recovery is going to be hard and slow. I don't know how much more Louisiana can handle! We still have 2 months left in the hurricane season. It officially ends November 30! I pray that we will be spared any more hurricanes.
This morning, I received a call from Shelby Smith of Tipi Tellers. She is so awesome. She arranged a paying gig for me at the Fort Worth Public Library. I told Louisiana stories in the Discovery Children's Theater. What a gorgeous space. The stage looked like a circus castle. She also put me in touch with Tom McDermott, a fabulous storyteller/musician from this area. He is a minister at the breathtaking United Methodist Church just 2 blocks from the library. Tom hired me to perform a story on Sunday morning, during their services.
My husband, Antonio, surprised me by showing up at the library. I had Soleil and Eliana with me. Tsagoi and Shelby took us out to eat at Angelo's, a place with delicious, finger-licking barbecue.
Tonight, the Methodist Church had a benefit for Hurricane Katrina survivors. They had three stages filled with performers. We attended the children's stage and enjoyed the antics of Mister Mark, a fabulous children's performer who kept us up and moving. Then we were treated to Nancy Burkes, an incredible ventriloquist/puppeteer/storyteller who had us in stitches. Tom McDermott closed out the evening with a partcipatory story and fun sing alongs. It was the perfect evening for our family. It felt good to laugh and have a good time with my family.
We found out that Fort Bend ISD schools are reopening on Tuesday. Soleil's school, St. Agnes, reopens on Thursday. We will try to get back in time but it all depends on the availability of gas.
Thank you to my friends around the world who read this blog. It means so much to me and to my family that so many people care about us. Please check out my website, which is being updated by my cousin, Heidi Hafner http://www.hafwebndesk.com. She has been incredible in helping me troubleshoot email problems and keep my website up to date. In the next few days, you will be able to link to my blog right through my website. Thank you, Heidi, from the bottom of my heart. You rock!!
Until next time...
Much love,
Dianne

Friday, September 23, 2005

The Great Texodus
Friday, September 23, 2005
Friends:
My family and I (my brother, his four kids, my husband and I and our two children) evacuated safely to the Ft. Worth, Texas area. We caravanned in three cars. My stepdad is in Jefferson Parish. He went back a few days ago to work on his house ($80,000 worth of damage). There is a mandatory evacuation but he hasn't left yet. It's hard to get in touch with him because of the difficulties we are having with the cell phones.

My in-laws decided to evacuate with my mother-in-law's sister to Louisiana. They stayed overnight in Lake Charles and when they woke up, there was a mandatory evacuation of that area. They headed for Baton Rouge, to stay with my sister-in-law. Thank God they are safe now.

Evacuating was a nightmare. We left in the middle of the night so that the kids could sleep through the drive. We knew it would take a while. As soon as we heard about possible evacuations, we filled up our tanks. Once we left, we were stuck in gridlock traffic, just like what is pictured on the news. Fortunately, we are "professional evacuees" and we were armed with two-way motorola radios. They have a 12 mile range. We all had one and stayed on the same channel, communicating as we drove and keeping together.

Hearing that I-45 to Dallas was packed, we decided to take an alternate route. We took 290W headed for Auston to I-6N and then I-6 to I-35. The hardest part was getting out of Houston. It took us three hours just to get out of city limits. Once we were out, we found out about Business 290 and took that. It was a good move. We cruised at 50mph. It ran parallel to I-290 and we could see the ribbon of headlights standing still.

There was no gas to be found anywhere! Every gas station was out of gas. We were worried that we would get stranded. So we began driving without air-conditioning to save on fuel. Once we got to I-6, we found a small gas station that still had gas and we all filled up. Sigh of relief! I hadn't eaten all day (worked frantically to pack and ready for our second evacuation in less than a month) so we decided to stop at a 24 hour Jack in the Box. It was 2:00 in the morning. A burger never tasted so good!

After driving for another couple of hours, my brother was feeling tired. He needed a nap. We were passing through a small town and saw a 24 hour McDonalds. He wanted to park in the lot and take a 45 minute power nap. But the Pizza Hut parking lot next door was empty so I suggested we park there. It was darker and less noisy. So we parked and set our alarms. When we awoke 45 minutes later, the entire parking lot was full of evacuee nappers! I guess everyone else thought we had a good idea.
I wish I could describe how we feel at this point. We are beleaguered, frustrated, and relieved at the same time. We are now at the convention center getting disaster relief assistance. It's the hurry-up-and-wait game again. I am sending this from the Internet Station at the convention center.
We are, fortunately, in a beautiful nearly empty, 6 bedroom house. My mom was transferred here to Ft. Worth and rented a house with her former boss, Tracy. Tracy has two girls who are 7 and 13. So here we are again, a houseful of people. This time, there are 13 of us under one roof (15 if you count their cat and dog). We have three full bathrooms. We are equipped with air mattresses.
I tried to bring as much as I could with us but I had to leave some of what little we had accumulated back in Houston. Right now, it looks like Houston is going to get the western side of the hurricane, which is good for the city. We hope to be able to return. There will still be wind damage, some rain, and it is likely power will be out. But it's better than sustaining a direct hit. Unfortunately, Eastern Texas (Beaumont and Port Arthur) as well as Lake Charles are in trouble. We watch the storm with baited breath.
I just found out that three levees near the lower 9th ward in New Orleans have breached. The city is re-flooding. What a nightmare!

My cell phone again is not working. Cell towers are overloaded. I cannot call out and can receive some incoming calls. If you have my cell number, please try to call me. We do not have a land line at the house. I also don't have Internet access. I am thinking about getting Verizon Broadband Wireless Internet. It's frustrating to be incommunicado with the world. I will try to update you as much as I can.

Thank you all for praying and loving us through this ordeal. I will certainly have a hell of a story to tell when this is all over.
Much love,
Dianne

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Professional Evacuees...
Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I am writing this in haste as we are evacuating from Houston and heading for Ft. Worth. Hurricane Rita is the third strongest storm in history. She is a Category 5. Pray for us as we head for the bumper to bumper traffic. We estimate a 14-15 hour drive to Ft. Worth, which is normally a 5 hour drive. We are caravanning in three cars. My husband is driving my mother-in-law's car, I am driving our van, and my brother is driving his car. My in-laws evacuated to Louisiana with her sister. My stepdad is also in Louisiana. We're not all together. Gotta go. My brother is yelling for us to get on the road. I'll be in touch.

Love,
Dianne

Here We Go Again...
Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Friends:

We are on pins and needles watching the weather and monitoring Hurricane Rita in the Gulf of Mexico. It was not even a month ago that Hurricane Katrina plowed through Louisiana, Mississippi and Alabama, leaving devastation and desolation in her wake. As of my writing, Rita is projected to make landfall on Saturday, September 24th. Right now, she is a strong Category 3 hurricane with winds topping 115 mph and predicted to strengthen to a Category 4 with winds between 131 to 155 mph. Her current projected path is the Texas Coast with Galveston/Houson being in the middle of the cone.

My family and I are preparing to evacuate once again and if necessary, will migrate north to Fort Worth, where my mother is working. It is very scary to think that we may once again have to roam, looking for a home. I keep praying that something miraculous will happen, like with Ophelia. Last week, Hurricane Ophelia stalled off the coast of North Carolina and finally turned away, dancing her last steps in the Atlantic Ocean.

Fort Bend Schools (where the Jourdan, Camrynn and Eliana attend) are closed on Thursday. Texas' coastal communities are being evacuated. Tonight when I went to Wal-Mart, it was flooded with people purchasing canned goods and water. In fact, Wal-Mart ran out of water and its gas station (Murphy Oil) ran out of gasoline. After Katrina, people are hyper-cautious and extremely nervous. I feel like I have been plunged into a never-ending nightmare.

New Orleans is preparing for more flooding because the pumps, which have recently begun working again, will not be able to handle even a small storm surge. Even if the hurricane hits Houston, New Orleans will feel its effect with a small storm surge. There will be more flooding.

We don't want to alarm the children so we act "normal." Tonight, we went to "McTeacher's Night" at McDonald's. The teachers from the kids' school worked behind the counter at McDonald's, including the principal. The kids loved seeing their teachers serving them dinner! It raised money for the school.

I also did story time, reading Bark, George! by Jules Feiffer. I created a lap theater (thank you for the idea, Sherrie Hickl) out of a box and made scenery with construction paper. Several friends, especially Mary Jo Huff, sent puppets for the children. I performed a puppet show and the two children from next door, Christina (7) and Bobbie (5), watched as well. I had fun and the kids had a blast. It helped me to take my mind off our current dilemma.

The kids have started journaling. I created journals for all of them. I decorated donated notebooks with their name and stickers. I stapled a large Ziplock bag to the inside front cover of the notebook to store stickers and bookmarks. Every day, they draw or write whatever they want. The older children date their pages while the younger children free draw. I just want them to have a creative outlet.

Of all the children, Jourdan, my brother's oldest son, has had the most difficult time assimilating. He hasn't been doing his class work and is failing all of his subjects. He has also had some acting out issues. My brother's four kids have lost their home (their mother's house was in St. Bernard Parish) and everything they own at their mother's house. In addition, since the evacuation, they have had very little contact with their mother (by her choice). She calls once or twice a week, if they are lucky. She speaks to them for less than a minute a piece. My brother is essentially a single father now. I help him as much as I can.

My biggest heartache is for our children. I pray that this storm will turn and move away from us. I don't know how the children will handle evacuating again. Auntie Erlie's house has now become our home and we were getting comfortable here. To uproot them again will be so hard on them. Just when things were picking up and getting better, we're faced with the wrath of Rita.

Besides packing and preparing to leave, our only course of action right now is to hope and pray...

Until next time...

Friday, September 16, 2005

From Texas to Michigan
September 16, 2005

Friends:

I left early in this morning to head to Detroit, where I am a featured storyteller at the Michigan Storytelling Festival. Eliana, my five year old, who normally doesn't have a problem with my traveling, was very upset to see me go. I assured her that I would return on Sunday but she didn't want to let go of me. I wrote my cell phone down on an index card and gave it to her, saying, "You can call me anytime you need to, baby." It was hard not to cry when I left.

Exhausted, I slept the entire flight and was awakened by the captain informing us that we were preparing for landing. As soon as I arrived, Yvonne Healy, my hostess and storyteller extraordinaire, was there to greet me. She shuttled me to my hotel and checked in. I rejoiced when I saw my bed -- sleeping in a bed (I am on the floor at home now) is a welcome luxury. We then had a delicious lunch at Sweet Lorraine's.

Yvonne had to pick up another teller at the airport and I decided to explore the mall, located directly next door to the hotel. While there, I found a Chico's store. When I mentioned to the store clerk that I was from the New Orleans area, she told everyone in the store. They all crowded around to hear my story of my family's experience with Katrina. Then everyone cried and hugged me and told me that they are praying for everyone affected by the hurricane. It's amazing to feel everyone's compassion and concern.

After resting in my comfy bed, it was time to head to the auditorium for the evening concert. I shared the stage with John Spellman and Willy Claflin, both amazing tellers. I went first, telling Louisiana stories (The Cajun Cornbread Boy, Brer Rabbit and the Peanut Patch, and The Fifolet). It was a warm audience and I could feel their enthusiasm. John went next telling several funny tales including "The Pea and the Cessprin," a spoonerism tale. Willie wowed me with his singing and guitar playing and his hilarious Maynard Moose. It was a fantastic concert.

Following the concert, Barbara Schutzgruber, another incredible teller who specializes in string stories, took John and I to dinner at Erma and Max's. When I returned to my hotel, I called Soleil, who went to a friend's house to hang out. Antonio actually let her go to a friend's house to chill out with both boy and girl friends. I was surprised. Soleil gave me a play by play run down of the evening. I'm so glad we have the kind of relationship where she shares her life with me.

Yesterday, I received a call Lin Oliver, Executive Director of the Society of Children's Book Writer's and Illustrators organization in Los Angeles. Lin informed me that I was being awarded the Amber Brown grant. The funds from the grant will be used to present a storytelling program in four Houston area schools with displaced students from Hurricane Katrina. I am so excited I can hardly stand it.

Mom is home for the weekend and will be flying back to Dallas when I am returning home. She misses the kids but they have been doing surprisingly well without her.

Every day holds a new blessing and I thank God for taking such good care of my family.

Until next time...


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Family Matters
September 13, 2005
Friends:
It's been a couple of days since I've updated my blog. Much happens on a daily basis!
I have been working hard networking and making contacts so that I can get back to work. More than anything, I ache to tell stories! I have been praying, friends have been praying and people we don't even know have been praying. And God has been listening! In the past week and a half, I have scheduled three jobs and received two book project offers (more on those later - after my contracts are signed).
There has been a lot of change in the household. Our hosts, Jim and Erlie Claire, left on a three-month trip to the Philippines. They have graciously let us stay in their house. Mom has packed and is leaving for Ft. Worth in the morning for her job. I know my brother's four kids are going to have a tough time. She has been more of a mother to them than their own mother.
There will be three less people in the house but that's still 13 people! Though I know our living situation is better than most, I still ache for my own space. Staying up and working through the night is the best way for me to reclaim some of my own "space."
Hurricane Katrina has given me a new perspective on life. Though sometimes I can't stand being in such close quarters with my family, I love them even more. It's when times are tough that you really see what you're made of. Even with the tension in the household, we still come together and help each other out. It's because we love each other and family matters.
Until next time...

Sunday, September 11, 2005

From Rooftop to Reunion
Rick Camania’s Hurricane Katrina Rescue
Collected by Dianne de Las Casas September 8, 2005

Rick Camania, a man who had come from the third-world country of the Philippines, had seen his fair share of difficulties. He immigrated to the United States, having to build a brand new life. His training in the U.S. Coast Guard provided him with amazing survival instincts. But even a resourceful man like Rick could not expect the turmoil Hurricane Katrina would cause.

Rick and his wife, Remy, bought a beautiful two-story house in the Lake Bullard subdivision of New Orleans East. For this humble Filipino family, it was a dream come true. Together, Rick and his wife built a beautiful life. Their 26-year old daughter, Sarah, worked at Delgado Community College and their 21-year old daughter, Rachel, attended Louisiana State University School of Nursing. Both girls, extremely close to their parents, still called the house on 5532 Stillwater Drive their home.

Like everyone else, they anxiously watched T.V. for news about Hurricane Katrina, who was churning in the Gulf of Mexico at a strong Category 3. The family finally made the decision to evacuate. At the last minute, Rick decided that he would stay with the house. He had been through many floods in the Philippines and he was sure he could weather this storm. Remy and his daughters begged, “Please come with us!” But Rick was resolute and stayed behind. He assured his family that if things looked bad, he would take the important documents and head to Mobile, Alabama. He never got that chance.

Remy, Sarah, and Rachel hugged Rick and reluctantly left him behind, heading west on Sunday morning at 6:00, evacuating with thousands of others, to Texas. As Remy and her daughters listened to the radio, the news worsened. Hurricane Katrina strengthened from a Category 3 to a 4 and finally to a 5, with winds wailing at a catastrophic 175 mph. Frantically, they called home and urged Rick to leave. He believed in the structural integrity of his house and reassured his wife and daughters that he was going to be okay.

Hurricane Katrina roared in at a strong Category 4 on Monday morning at 6:10. The storm, which took a last minute jog to the east, just missed a direct hit on downtown New Orleans, but devastated New Orleans East. By this time, Remy and the girls were in Houston. They lost phone contact with Rick and had no way of knowing how he was. Remy said, “I was nervous but trying to keep my cool. I prayed constantly.”

As the storm blew in, Remy watched the television, horrified. She saw her entire neighborhood under water. Remy and the girls kept trying to call Rick but could not get through.

Meanwhile, Rick’s Coast Guard training came in handy. His survival instincts kicked in and he remained calm. He weathered the storm and surveyed the damage to his home. Yes, the hurricane flooded his home knee-deep, but he had seen worse. He worked tirelessly, moving valuables, photo albums, and furniture he could salvage to the second floor. He believed that the waters would recede. It was nothing he couldn’t handle.

With the electricity out, he maneuvered around with old-fashioned candlelight. Rick said, “I was never scared. I knew the water would go down. I just wanted to talk to my wife and see how my family was doing.” He listened to his battery-powered radio and heard that the 17th Street Canal had “breached.” Rick said, “I didn’t know the meaning of that word so I didn’t worry about it.”

The water in the house began to rise, but only by about three inches. “I still wasn’t worried,” said Rick. He continued checking the flow of the water and it was very still. Though heat was sweltering, he even managed to catch a few hours of sleep on Tuesday night, stretching out on a sofa on the second floor. “It felt like a 103 degrees with no breeze.”

At around 3 o’clock Wednesday morning, Rick began to feel hungry. He had not eaten since before the storm blew in. Rick didn't get up because it was pitch black in the house. He had to wait for light to break to be able to see. But he could not go back to sleep. As he was lying down, he heard splashing and he knew it was fish jumping. He surmised that the lake waters had come inland because hurricane winds pushed the water in from the lake.

He waited until daybreak and he dipped his fingers in a can of corned beef. Rick said, “It was too salty and I decided that I needed some rice to go with it. So I went downstairs to the kitchen. That’s when I saw a big box floating. The water had risen to fifth step. I realized it was my refrigerator!” Rick, who is about 5 feet 7 inches tall, described the water as “belly-button high.” He waded barefoot through water and pried the heavy refrigerator door open. He retrieved the rice, which was still cold and unspoiled. Accompanied with bottled water, Rick ate a meal of corn beef and rice upstairs.

By 8:00 o’clock Wednesday morning, Rick heard the swishing of helicopter blades. He saw helicopters flying around but he said, “In my mind, I didn’t need to be rescued.” It wasn’t until he detected a funny odor that he felt alarmed; it was the smell of diesel and oil. Rick said, “I saw bubbles rising in the water in the house. I told myself, ‘This is not right anymore.’ So I began packing a school backpack with as many clothes as I could fit - two shirts, one pair of pants, and one pair shoes.”

He climbed out of his daughter’s bedroom window onto the breezeway that connected the house and the garage. He climbed to the top of the garage and began waving a white towel overhead, signaling at helicopters flying by. When he was finally rescued, they dropped down a basket and Rick climbed in.

At her friend’s house in Houston, Remy paced the floors. She watched the news and jumped any time the phone rang. Remy said, “I not sleep. My muscles would shake and I thought that I might not ever see my husband again.”

After he was rescued from his roof, Rick was transported to Lakeland Hospital, where he was deposited on the hospital’s rooftop. He was ushered into the second floor with 170 other people. It was now 10:30 on Wednesday morning. Rescue workers were tested to their limits and the people in the hospital had to wait to be evacuated. Rick said, “It was a long night. It was hot and you could not escape the human stench. People were sick and dying and there was no where to go.”

Finally, at 5:00 o’clock on Thursday night, Rick was flown to the New Orleans International Airport. He said, “I saw about three thousand people in the lobby, shoulder to shoulder. We had to wait in line to use the restroom and to get food - MREs. There were emergency generators for electricity. The toilets flushed but they were overwhelmed.”

Again, Rick endured another night in the city that care forgot. He slept on the floor with his towel as a pillow, ignoring the noise. “Everybody was agitated and no information went out to people. We didn’t have any idea what was going on or where we were going to go next. The Texas Border Patrol and police from other states patrolled the airport in groups.”

At 3:00 o’clock on Friday morning, he had managed to charge his cell phone but could not reach his family. The airport telephone worked and he used his phone card to call Remy's friend, Lillian Chua, in Port Arthur, Texas. Because people were pushing and shoving to use the phone, he only managed to leave a short message.

When Lillian heard the message, she was ecstatic. She immediately called Joe and Virginia Atabay's house in Houston, where Remy and the girls were staying. It was 7:30 on Friday morning. The girls were sleeping but Remy ran to the kitchen when she heard the phone ring. Lillian said, "Remy, guess what? Rick called and left a message on the answering machine. Do you want to listen?" Remy listened and cried as she heard her husband say, “Lillian, this is Rick. I just want to know where my family is. I will call you back in an hour.”

Rick managed to call Lillian back and was put in touch with his family. It was 8:45 on Friday morning when Remy spoke to her husband. It had been five harrowing days since their last contact. Remy said, “I can't explain how I felt when I heard his voice.” Remy cried tears of joy and relief.

On the airport phone, Rick broke the bad news to Remy, "We do not have a house anymore. We cannot go back. I am worried about Rachel's school. We lost everything." It was the very first time Remy ever heard Rick cry.

After Rick talked to Remy, he stood in line for two hours, waiting to board an evacuation plane. He was finally transported to San Antonio, arriving at Kellyfield Airforce Base on Friday night. Rick was taken to a shelter, where he relished his first shower in days.

Remy, Sarah, and Rachel drove an anxious three hours from Houston, elated at the thought of seeing Rick again. They met at the shelter and Rick held his family in a teary reunion embrace, saying, “Thank God I have my family.”

Friday, September 09, 2005

The Dust is Settling
September 8, 2005
Friends:
Although we are still running around from agency to agency applying for assistance, the dust is beginning to settle a little. With the kids in school, life is not quite as chaotic. The kids seem to be adjusting nicely and love regaling me with classroom and playground tales.
I have been dropping them off and picking them up most days. When I do, I ask them to tell me one new thing they learned and what the best part of their day was (and it can't be recess). Answering my questions makes them use their critical thinking processes. When we get home, we pull out homework folders, put away backpacks, and sit down to do homework. My homework time with the children is, I believe, my special opportunity to bond with them. I use my skills as a mother and artist educator to make learning fun.
My brother's four children come from a broken home. Their mother isn't around much (she calls maybe once or twice a week and speaks to them for about 30 seconds each. I have not once heard any of the children ask for their mother. My mom, their "Nana," has been the primary caretaker of these children for a long time. On Tuesday, my mom is being transferred to Ft. Worth, Texas until further notice. She is a civilian who works for the military and works in supply. They have asked her to step in and coordinate supply efforts for the planes that ship supplies for the military (many going to the Hurricane Katrina relief effort).
What's sad is that now that we have a routine established, Nana is leaving. The kids have had so much upheaval in their lives these past two weeks and now, they face losing someone else they love - their grandmother. Mom will be home on weekends but it's going to be hard on me and the kids. I will be moving into the role of primary maternal figure in these children's lives. Of course, my brother is still around but he seems content in letting me take over. Thank God my husband is still here - he can help me...
What's really important is setting up routines. They need discipline and familiarity and routines will give them that. I have set up a weekly behavior chart that will allow thfem to monitor their behavior. If the children receive 4 stickers (out of a possible 7 - for each day of the week), they receive a bonus sticker and will be treated to a reward at the end of the week. They will be able to work for walks to the park, swimming privileges, special trips to the library, trips to Barnes and Noble, crafting with Aunt Dianne, and special story times. A month of bonuses will mean they can earn big trips like the zoo, movies, children's museum, or water park.
I try to praise out the best in them, creating a balance of discipline and love. I'm not going to lie - it's going to be an uphill climb because they have to unlearn bad habits. They are also quite a handful when they are all together. But these children deserve a chance at a good life and I want to give it to them. Even if it's in a small way. Gary's children need to know that they are special, that they deserve attention and respect, and that are loved.
Until next time...
Warmly,
Dianne

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Operation Angel
Wednesday, September 7, 2005
Friends:

The kids are excited about building a library. I have shelves organized with books according to reading level. Thank you and MAJOR BIG HUGS to everyone who contributed to their library with books, activity and coloring books, tapes, CDs, and DVDs. They are blessed. They have also received clothes, toys, craft kits, and homemade instruments! You should see their faces light up when we open the mail!

We are a little late on sending out our thank you notes but we've been working on getting our life together. We will be working on thank yous this weekend.

The kids are in school and we attended open house. Their school believes in fitness and the arts! Woohoo! They have music and art as well as PE. They also open every morning with 15 minutes of school-wide exercise via morning announcements.

My kindergartener's teacher believes in the power of story. Every day, she transcribes a story from a student made up from their imagination. In addition, she enforces emergent literacy with read alouds from great books, creative dramatics, phonics, and required home reading every day. Each day, parents are asked to read with their children and write the title of the book in a log. It's so exciting!

Soleil, my 15 year old, gushed about her English class. Required summer reading was The Picture of Dorian Gray and they are studying Greek mythology as background for the book. She told me the story of Narcissus and Echo; and Adonis, Persephone, and Aprodite. She says, "I can't wait to go to class tomorrow! I've never been so excited about English!" She also told me that Zeus was a "pimp" ("That's what my teacher said!") because he made Persephone and Aphrodite share Adonis - each goddess shared him for half a year each. She had me cracking up.

I am so happy that there is a semblance of "normalcy" in the house. Of course, I have never experienced so much chaos and drama in the morning. Getting five kids ready for school is quite a Herculean feat!

Thank you so much for being angels in the children's lives. Everyone who has contributed a gift to our family will receive an angel necklace made by kids and me. We dubbed our project "Operation Angel" because you have been angels in our lives. Thank you from the bottom of our hearts!

Warmly,
Dianne

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Running Around Like Crazy
Tuesday, September 6, 2005

Friends:

Hurricane Katrina is one of the most life-changing experiences I have ever had. When we recover, I will count my blessings every day.

I am blogging less frequently now because of all the daily errands we have to run. I am also severely lacking in sleep (less than my usual 4 hours for those of you who know me well). Last night, Mom and I waited up for the guys to return from New Orleans. They came in about 2:30 a.m. and, after viewing pictures of our property damage and hearing the tale of their ordeal in person, I was just so wired that I stayed up and didn't sleep.

Yesterday, Labor Day, was spent at the medical clinic. We are all without doctors and some of us needed medication and medical care. Everyone at the clinic was nice and gracious but because of the sheer numbers being served, we had a lot of waiting to do. All the doctors, nurses, nurse's aids, pharmacists, and administrative staff were so kind to us. They provided the kids with snacks, drinks, books and toys to keep them busy as we waited. We were also welcome to take whatever we needed.

The doctor I saw, Dr. Maya Patel, is an internist. I was wheezing with asthma (my asthma, allergies, and eczema have gone crazy in the past week - I wonder why!) and she issued all the prescriptions I needed. In addition, I received a steroid shot to help my asthma and allergies. The kids all received medical care and prescriptions as well.

We rushed home to cook dinner because we had company coming - another refugee family like us. Rick Camania, his wife Remy, and his daughters, Sarah and Rachel, were coming. Rick shared the most amazing rescue story with me, which I recorded and will be writing into a story in the next day or so. He was one of the residents who stayed behind and was rescued from the rooftop of his home in New Orleans East.

Carrie Sue Ayvar, my good friend and a fellow storyteller from Florida, put be in touch with her brother, Allen Silverblatt. Allen delivered six boxes of clothing, toys, books, and school supplies to the kids. Again, I was so moved. Everyone's generosity has been just amazing. I cry every day becaused I am overwhelmed by people's response to our plight. Mail call every day is like manna from heaven! I can't wait to be in the position of giving again.

Today, all the kids had their first day of school. Because of the conflicting school schedules, Antonio and I had to split up. He took Eliana to school while I took Soleil. Antonio and my brother took Jourdan (7), Camrynn (6), Eliana (5), and Ashlynn (4) to their new school in our neighborhood. I had to drive Soleil (15) to her new school approximately 30 minutes away in rush hour morning traffic.

As soon as Soleil stepped into the school, she was greeted with a big friendly, "Soleil!" by the girls she had made friends with at registration. I had to stay for a reception and parents' orientation. After receiving her schedule, Soleil was whisked away to classes by her "buddy." Later that day, Soleil told me she had a blast and made many more new friends. I am so glad because the transition to this new "life" has not been easy, especially for the kids.

After the two-hour parent orientation, I decided to lunch with Eliana since I didn't get to drop her off at school. She was surprised and delighted to see me. I told the kids sitting around her a short story and they cried, "More! More!" and began feeding me story requests. One boy wanted a story about headless robots (he must have seen Robots, the animated movie recently).

When I arrived home, Antonio and the rest of the family headed for the food stamp office and filed their applications. They have to return tomorrow to pick up the debit cards (that's how they handle food stamps now - they are just like prepaid grocery cards). I have never received public assistance before so all of this is new to me. Seems like one big "hurry up and wait" game. Of course, I don't mean to complain because we are grateful for everything that comes our way!

Meanwhile, I headed to Wal-Mart to pick up necessary supplies. After Wal-Mart, I picked up the four kids from school with my mini-van. We then headed to St. Agnes to pick up Soleil. All the kids seemed excited and adjusted to the idea of a new school. I treated them to Chick-Fil-A and we shared a box of 12 nuggets between 6 people.

I then hurried home because my brother and I had to attend the open house at the school that night. I am very impressed with the school, the teachers and staff, and the students. Their school has art, music, and P.E. Needless to say, I am exhausted both physically and emotionally. Of course, I didn't mention the part where, sandwiched in between all the running around, I had to call one of my best friends, Karen Chace, for an emotional recharge.

Tension in our house is high and you can cut it with a knife. We love each other but we are not accustomed to being around each other so much. It will take some time to adjust to the situation.

So I am off to bed, friends, as more work beckons me later on...

Until next time....

Monday, September 05, 2005

Into the Zone
Sunday, September 4, 2005

Friends:

It's been yet another adventurous couple of days. It always seems like I'm reporting good news/bad news. First, all the good news...

Yesterday, the school that adopted us dropped off supplies. They showered us with clothing, toys for the kids, including Barbie dolls that the girls wished for. Much of the clothing was brand new, with the tags still on them. We received grocery gift cards, shoes, and my favorite item - wireless Internet! (The Internet has become our life line to the outside world and in a house with 16 people, you have to take a number to get on the only Internet line. That is why all my work is done in the wee hours of the morning.) Anyway, we were flabbergasted and, believe me, tears were gushing. We have been so overwhelmed by everyone's generosity.

The Filipino community has also been such a help. Everyone in my family received some funds to help us get through this crisis.

My brother received word that his 18 co-workers that were trapped at LSU Health Sciences Center were rescued and evacuated. Thank God! We also heard from my husband's uncle, Sherwin, who is a firefighter. He is okay, just busy rescuing people. Sherwin finally had a day off and went to see his wife and sister-in-law, who were both in a shelter in Lake Charles. Antonio's aunt, Lily Norman and her wheelchair-ound husband, Alex Norman, finally left Jefferson Parish, to stay with relatives in Marksville, Louisiana. Antonio's aunt, Donna Riley, who was treated badly in Baton Rouge, is now being helped by the Houston Police Department (she is the wife of NOPD Officer Danny Riley, who is still in New Orleans working). The HPD said that they would help her and her children find a home to live in, help enroll her children in school, and give her the assistance she so desperately needs. We have not heard from my brother's oldest son, Christian.

This morning, against our wishes- my husband, Antonio; my brother, Gary; and my stepdad, Clay - went back to the city. We live in Jefferson Parish on Westbank in Harvey. They wanted to survey the property and assess the extent of the damage. We heard so many conflicting reports. It took them nine hours to get there. Jefferson Parish is opening the parish to residents to survey the damage and salvage personal belongings for only one day, Monday, September 5. Because my brother is a police officer, he was able to get in early with his badge. He said that there is a huge line of cars on I-10, all residents waiting to get in tomorrow.

The guys first went to my mother-in-law's house. She lives in Marrero and her house fared well. Downed limbs and a few missing shingles is the extent of her damage. Her house is in tact and so was her new car except for a few scratches from the tree limbs. My husband took her car and followed Clay and Gary to my mom's house in Harvey.

Mom and Clay live in Stonebridge Subdivision, an upscale community. Clay saw one of his clients in Lake Charles earlier, who said that the neighborhood was fine. Unfortunately, that was not the case for my mom's house. Her roof caved in on the second story, and there was flooding on the first floor. Mold is growing everywhere. Trees are uprooted and we believe a hurricane-spawned tornado must have hit it. The houses on either side of my mom's house are unscathed. Clay's truck, which was parked in the driveway, was broken into. Someone tried to steal it, breaking the steering column. They also saw evidence that someone tried to break into the house, probably to loot it.

They then drove to my house. We had heard reports of widespread flooding in my neighborhood and we believed our house to be flooded. Though the house is not flooded, there is a big hole in the roof and water (from the Katrina's rains) got into the house. In addition, the water rose to the front step and seeped in the bottom of the window in my office. The carpet is wet and molding. Mold is growing in our house as well. He says the whole house smells musty. Our neighbor across the street said that his house took in a lot of water. Unfortunately, because we cannot get in to repair the damage, we may end up losing our houses anyway to mold and water damage, especially if it rains.

The sad part about all this is that we still have to pay mortgage notes on our houses. We don't know how long it will be before our insurance adjustors and FEMA can get in to assess the damage (we can't get assistance from FEMA until our house is assessed by our insurance company). My mom's mortgage company gave her a 90 day "extension" on her note but told her that she has to have it paid in full by the end of the 90 days. That's not an extension! If you can't pay one month's worth of mortgage, how can you pay three? My stepdad has a landscape company and his business is, of course, devastated by this. Like me, he also has no income. It just astounds me that we have to pay mortgage notes for houses that are situated in an unliveable area!

Jefferson Parish issued a 6 p.m. curfew and the guys decided to stay overnight so that they could salvage as much as they could from our houses in the morning. There is no power or running water so they are miserable. My brother is keeping guard outside the house, armed. Antonio and Clay are sleeping inside. My brother said that helicopters fly over the house every two minutes (they live near Naval Air Station Belle Chasse). The National Guard does have a presence on the Westbank but the majority of them are in New Orleans. Gary said that driving around is difficult because of all the debris. There are also several checkpoints because even on the Westbank, there is looting. It was hard keeping in touch with them because cell towers are down but we talked a couple of times and, for some odd reason, are able to text messages through the cell phones. I pray for their safety.

More bad news came when we found out that my mom is being transferred to Dallas indefinitely. She works for the military, managing millions of dollars worth of supplies. She is needed to help coordinate supplies due to Hurricane Katrina. This creates a hardship on the family because she is a primary caretaker of my brother's 4 kids. My brother lives with my mom and, being a police officer, often has strange hours. He has joint custody with his ex-wife but my mom and brother have the kids more often. In fact, she didn't want to evacuate with the kids and left them with my brother. My mom picks up the kids from school, feeds them, bathes them, etc. They are 3, 4, 6, and 7 years old.

My brother's kids are enrolled in school here in Houston. There is a possibility that brother may be called back to work in Baton Rouge. If so, I will be taking care of my own two children plus my brother's four kids (and they are a handful!). My mother said that she will come home on weekends but I will have to get them through the school week. We have 6 kids going to three different schools. The elementary school is in our neighborhood but it is too far for these little ones to walk so we have to drive them. Soleil's high school is 20 minutes away. The baby (who is 3) will be in day care. It's going to be a challenge to coordinate!

My husband was informed that he will be paid for the next 30 days but after that, it is uncertain. In the meantime, it looks like I will have to look for at least part-time work to put food on the table and pay bills and so that I can still build my storytelling business again. We are committed to staying in Houston at least a year because of the kids and school. I don't want to uproot them in the middle of the year (there is so much upheaval in their lives right now).

I hate the uncertaintly of everything. Our lives are in limbo. I am scared but still clinging to optimism, hope, and my faith in God that all will work out in the end.

Until next time...



Saturday, September 03, 2005

Prayers for Difficult Times
September 2, 2005

Friends:

Thank you so much for all your concern and kindness. We have family we have not heard from this past week. My husband's uncle, Sherwin Carter, is with the N.O. Fire Department. We are unable to reach him or his wife and don't know their status. That's my mother-in-law's brother and she is so worried. Antonio's godmother, Lily Norman, is also unaccounted for. We heard from her just after the storm but not since.

Antonio's aunt, Donna Riley and her three children (the wife of the NOPD Officer who stayed in New Orleans on duty - Danny Riley) were staying in her oldest daughter's apartment in Baton Rouge. They received a note on the door of the apartment that said residents faced eviction if they harbored anyone not listed on their lease. They would not allow Hurricane Victims to stay with friends and family in the apartment complex. Donna also tried to receive assistance from Red Cross and Salvation Army in Baton Rouge and was turned away. They said they could only help people in shelters. She is going to come to Houston (we may be adding 4 more to our house's capacity - we have 16 in this house right now). Our host family has been so sweet and understanding but I know this is stressful for them as well.

These are family members we are very close to, not distant relatives. Danny and Donna's house is in New Orleans East and the water is to her rooftop. Sherwin (the firefighter) lives right next door.
My husband and brother have 15 co-workers trapped in Louisiana State University Health Sciences Center on the third floor. They are University police officers who risked their lives to stay behind. They are now running out of provisions and are unable to escape the building. There is 20 feet of water all around. The building is very close to the Superdome.
My brother also has not heard from his oldest son, Christian James, who is 14 years old. Christian lives with his mother (my brother's first ex-wife) and my brother has been unsuccessfully trying to reach them. He just wants to hear his son's voice. My heart aches.

Please pray for them and for all the families who truly need a miracle. May God open doors and send them blessings.

Warmly,
Dianne

Friday, September 02, 2005

Bundles of Blessings
September 1, 2005

Friends:

My family has been overwhelmed by the generosity of the community in Houston, Texas. Trying to get my children into Catholic schools, I emailed the Superintendent of the Houston-Galveston Archdiocese. She was quick in replying and gave me instructions on how to enroll my girls in area schools.

For Soleil, my 15 year old, she said that we should go to St. Agnes. It is a very prestigious all girl Catholic high school in Sugar Land, Texas, near where we are staying. When we arrived at the school, we had to fill out a "Displaced Student" form (which I am sure they made up just for this situation). School has already started in Texas and their school is filled to capacity but due to the extraordinary circumstances, they were accepting 50 new students. St. Agnes is a Dominican school and Soleil attended a Salesian school back home. The Dean of the school told us that all the area Catholic schools were meeting to distribute the displaced students to area schools. Being a Dominican school, Dominican girls were given priority placement at St. Agnes. She told us we were not guaranteed placement at St. Agnes.

Then she offered us a tour of the school. The school is gorgeous and all the girls were so friendly; everyone we passed said, "Hi!" The school is a college prepatory school and a laptop school. All the girls are issued laptops and the school has Wi-Fi throughout. We were so impressed with the school - Soleil really wanted to attend. It seemed that the Dean was also impressed with Soleil (of course, we touted her 4.93 GPA and her #1 class ranking as well as all her extracurricular activities). At the end of the tour, we had a really good feeling. She told us she would call us that evening to let us know if Soleil was accepted. If she was accepted, we would have to attend a parent-student orientation tomorrow, September 2.

It was all Soleil could talk about. She wanted so badly to attend St. Agnes. "Mom, I hope I get in! Do you think they'll accept me? I hope they accept me..." At about 4:30 p.m., we received a call from my husband. He broke the news... St. Agnes called and Soleil made it in!! Soleil was ecstatic. Through the generosity of families and the Archdiocese, St. Agnes is going to provide her with everything - uniforms, shoes, books, a laptop, and school supplies. In addition, each new student is being adopted by a St. Agnes family. Wow! It all took my breath away.

We decided that, because of logistics, Eliana could not attend the Catholic elementary school; it was too far away and we only have one car to get both girls to school. She will be enrolling in the elementary school around the corner tomorrow morning. Now that Soleil is going to school, she is once again excited about going back to Kindergarten. Her cousins will be attending the same school.

I received a phone call from my liaison at an elementary school in Houston that adopted our family. They were gathering clothes, supplies, and food for us. She said that the response to our plight was overwhelming and she had a room full of stuff for us. She and members of the PTA will be delivering it to us on Saturday. I cried tears of relief and gratitude. Through all this, I keep thinking, "How are we going to get our kids through this ?" But trust in God, and He will provide. He shows me this over and over again.

Later, a Filipino-American organization delivered four pizzas, chicken and biscuits, and bread sticks to our host family's house for lunch. My mom's friend just sent out a quick email hours before and there, like an angel, she appeared with food at the doorstep.

And the miracles continued for us. The Salvation Army provided us with clothes and some grocery vouchers for food. We were able to stock our refrigerator and pantry. (With 13 of us, I'm sure we'll go through it quickly :) ).

My children's writers friends emailed me and are putting something together. We have heard from friends and family from long ago, and they are all helping in any way they can. The blessings go on and on.

God really does provide and send miracles if you let Him. I am continually unwrapping bundles of blessings. It makes this difficult time easier. Thank you God and thank you to all my friends, old and new, who are helping my family through this tragedy. We love you!!!

Until next time...

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Friends:
It has been a difficult day. The reality of my family's situation is slowly sinking in. Now we are being told it may be three to six months before we can return home. Though I have tried to remain positive, I couldn't hold back and I cried. Eliana, my 5-year-old, asked me, "Mommy, why are you crying?" I told her "I feel like a gray cloud. Gray clouds drop rain and the rain is like my tears." She wiped the tears from my face with her little hand and said, "You don't have to feel like a gray cloud, Mommy, because I am your sunshine!" She wrapped her arms around me and held me tight, patting me on the back.
In addition to losing our home, our belongings, my children's school, I have also lost my source of income. We estimate that it will be at six months to a year before I receive any work from the New Orleans and surrounding areas. I will definitely have to start over, from scratch, re-establishing myself in new areas. I have been networking and making contacts, hoping to plant seeds that will grow, and grow quickly!
It was Eliana's turn to cry when I explained that she had to go to a new school. She just entered Kindergarten and had finally transitioned into her class and bonded with her teacher. The prospect of doing it all over again has her terrified. Louisiana's Superintendent of Education asked that parents enroll their children in school as soon as possible. So we are searching for schools in our area.
This evening, a ray of sunshine came via email. It seems one of the seeds someone else planted on my behalf turned into a full grown tree – The Giving Tree. A school in the Houston area adopted our family and is gathering clothes, supplies, toys, and even luxury items for our family. I am blown away.
Another piece of sunshine came today. His name is Sean Buvala of Storyteller.net. Sean has offered to help me by offering a .pdf version of my book for sale on Storyteller.net. I estimate that if 100 storytellers purchase the print version of The Story Biz Handbook, I would have enough capital to have them printed as soft-bound books. In addition, it would enable me to have income to support my family. Storytellers would have a chance to really help a family in need and receive an awesome book in the process! You can order The Story Biz Handbook from my website at http://www.storyconnection.net or from http://www.storyteller.net through secure servers. Sean also said that if I can get more books printed, he will act as my temporary fulfillment house.
More sunshine streamed in when I read all the emails from concerned friends and colleagues. Storytellers from across the country are sending care packages to our kids here. I am so excited! In addition, our blessings have been bountiful.
The men in the house have taken over preparing breakfast giving the women a morning break from the kitchen. They tried to keep it a secret but tomorrow, I found out that my husband and my brother are whipping up homemade chocolate chip banana pancakes, bacon and eggs. Breakfast sunshine.
I see the sunshine peeking out from behind the gray cloud. Even though I do feel like a "gray cloud" at times, I hold on to hope and deep down, I know everything is going to be okay. Thank you for all the pieces of sunshine you continue to send my way.
Until next time...